Through Eyes of the Half Life

It was midnight late.I woke up from the same horrifying nightmares.They kept hunting me.There's lot of voices. Its terrifying.each of them kept on saying things I could not possibly understand.What do they want from me? Leave me alone.Please!!

My head was hurt.I pick up the light and walked along the the dark corridor.Everyone were aslept but I dont want to continue my sleep.I dont want to have that dream again.I lifted up the light a bit more so I could see the way although my hands had memorised it.I kept on walking and walking until the end of the corridors.

I stand there for awhile counting myself to turn or stay on the same path.Its too dark that I cant see anything although I'm holding a light but I still cant see a thing.An eerie talktive feeling tried to persuade me.Feel the presence of dark.Go for it.Search for it.Release yourself and search the darkness.It kept on saying words by words.There's again,so many words.I cant stand it.I'm going deaf.Its too noisy.Quiet!Leave me alone!Why were you kept on bothering me?

Both of my hands now were closing my ears.Trying not to hear any of their words.Tears were making their way for freedom.Free from being lock inside a box of tears I had kept behind my eyes.Keeping it safe from others to see.Swallowing the painful heart which hurts badly alone.Resist from taking others help.Building a thick invisible strong wall that no one can see or touch it.

But why?Am I really that coward who doesn't want to take any risk?Owh,Anis..You are such a coward. So sweet,a cute cowardy.Come Anis.Come..Join us..We had been waiting for you.You wont be alone this time.We will all accompany you.Come Anis.Why were you hesitating?Its no use.You cant do anything to us.Come.Join us. The voice tempting again and again.It kept getting stronger later on that I almost fooled myself to follow the voices.

This time,I desperately clutching the light and turn back to my room.I dont care anymore.The voices were much terrifying darkness I could ever feel.Their voice kept on calling my name.Asking me to join them. Its really confusing.What was this all about?Mommy,daddy..I'm scared.Please,help me.I'm too scared..

As soon I opened the door to my room,I collapsed.It had making me breathing so hard that I felt suffocating. The light was off as soon I had dropped it. There,I am lying unconciously on the floor with both eyes closing tight.A single little tear drop out off my eyes.

It is time for me to die wasn't it?Those voice,they were the voice of the dead and the voice of mine.I had already aware of it but I choose not to believe until the day came.This was my foolish part of self.Egoistic and selfish person who want to keep the barrier straight and strong so none could pass it.After all this,I'm still dying..ALONE..mom..dad..

Out of the most black darkest shadow in the room,a woman was smiling of joy.Seeing her new victim so helplessly waiting to die.The smiles died down.Another person came out of the shadow greeting the woman looking at her new victim.Without hesitating the woman went her way to Anis wanting to take her soul.Her hands were about to reach and touch Anis heart but she could not.There's still one tiny piece of light in her heart and it was pure too.Her hands felt burning hot.She jump backward suprised.

The man smiled pleasantly.The woman was uncapable of touching the girl heart which always pray to her god.She might be some confuse girl right now but this was the beginning of the journey.The woman stared at the man.A hot blood of angers controlling the woman.She took the man back to their place sending her avengeful spirit to accompany her victim.Taking control of their mind little by little.That was her job as a devil. The man was a grim reaper.He was much more mysterious and hard to predict.No one knows his true nature.

Storm in the Little Heart

  Sara is just a girl of age 13.She's on the ages of what people might call teenage rebellion's time.Most of the teenage will go throught with that situation.Sara is quite a silent girl.She did'nt talk much like most of her friends.Evenmore,she's much more quieter at home rather than at school.All her thought are kept closely in her heart.She locked it with thousand lock so no one could open it.She does not want anyone to read her mind.It useless anyway to tell others what was her thinking.What she hate the most is being criticized by others or rejected.Without her knowing,most of her friends are back-stabbing her.They talk bad about her.
'She's boring,lame,pretender..'and many more.The only reason they are hiding their true face is because they also hate being talked by others and they could take advantage on Sara's kindness.

   One day,while walking to the school gate's waiting for her mom to picked her home she heard Fira's talking with her classmates at the lab.They are sitting around a corner almost unseen by others who might passed there.Well, it happened that Sara always need to walk pass the lab before she reached her destination. Normally,she would not stop to hear others talking but that day her interest are taking up.She heard her name. Thay are talking bout me,Sara's thought.Whatever could they be saying?She thought more and more and at last could not resist to take a sneak peak at what they are talking.

   She doesn't wait long to heard more.She just could not take it anymore.She left that place controlling her emotion.She does not want to bee seen crying.It would cause a ruckus if she did that.Everyone would come running to her asking why,what and who.Besides,its not her way to make things even more complicated.She waited patiently at the front gate far from gathered people.She felt really small and even more helpless after hearing their bad talk.At last,her mom came.She hop into the car and act nothing happened.On her way home,her thought kept spinning around her mind.She doesn't want to give trust anymore.Love is just a fake talking of lie faith.Kindness is the enemy of heart.She kept thinking it again and again.

  She run to her room as soon as she arrive.The door is lock.There,she keep crying and crying all her heart out.She tightly hug a huge garfield doll.She reached her headphones on the table and put it on.She increase the volume until she heard nothing other than the songs played.Her mom's knocked hard on her door but she could not hear it now.She pushed her limit to hear loud song althought she knows it effect.At last,her mom give up trying to talk with Sara.That night,Sara decided to ignore all things around her.She won't admit her defeat yet.She would somehow get her revenge.
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   Today would be the first day of new born Sara..She would not be the same girl as before.A girl which everyone took advantage when she's kind.A girl where anyone could backstab her easily.No,this time it would not be the same Sara.This new Sara would not silent herself anymore.The devils in her heart are playing graceful sound of victory for taking Sara's heart.Now,Sara's heart is full of hatred n avenge.Sara's walk down to her class smiling of an evil.She sit at her place as usual and do her own business like she did any other day.

   Sara's eyes are watching her bad-mouth friends.How could they?Sara's thought and tears are coming through her eyes.The devils whispered and the tears are suck back into her eyes.She look them with anger.They are no longer her friend.They will pay for it.Said Sara while her hands clutching hard on the pen.

   When the other students enjoy their break time,Sara sneak into her class.She make sure no one there.Her plan would be a great success to her.A black ink is in Sara's hand.She's going to pour the ink into her preys bag.As she pour the ink into their bag,Sara's heart keep on beating fast.It almost suck out all Sara's breath.She almost tremble with fear for her wrong doing but its too late now.She wont turn back.It was her who choose that path so she will keep doing it until she satisfied herself.

    That afternoon,the three girls are screaming.Their hands are black and sticky with ink.A satisfiying smile appeared on her face but she hide it quickly as not to be seen and suspect by others.Everyone rush to the girls wanting to know the stories.At first,the situation are a bit noisy but the discipline teacher manage it.The teacher check on everyone bag but could find nothing.Once more,Sara smile a hidden joyful smile.They would not find it anyway.She had exterminate the evidence successfully where no one who ever find it.

   That is the start of her mischievious behavior.No one would ever expect and thought her.She was a good sweet little girl.Besides that,she had make many friend than before.Anyone who annoyed her would be her new victim.They would not guess her since she was a good obedient girl.The teachers themselves were puzzled.They called her 'phantom'.

   Phantom..she said it to herself and let out a sinister smile.That would be a great name and suit her.Sara's is spending her day in her room.She is bore for not knowing things to do.She open the net and play a few games after checking her mail.Then,she click on the recent blog she opened.It is a blog that tells bout supernatural. She started to like it since her personalities changed.It would give her ideas of more mischievious thing.It almost like her source of evil energy.

   An idea of sneaking out come to her mind.Her parents are controlling her life way too much but they themselves are busy.Many times their promise were broken because of their work.Even had started feeling disgusted and could hardly believe their word.She open her wardrobe and choose a red cloth.She look at the watch.Its still early.Her parents would be home around evening.There's plenty of time.She told herself and laugh while humming a song.

   It had been a couple of week after her sneak.She even had a few new friends to hanging out when she's bored.All her doing is still a secret from her parents.They even planned to shopping few clothes for a party.She could imagine her mom's suprise face if she knows her doing.This time,she prepare few things to use as she's going out.She would dress in the toilet there.

   The mall are full of people.She keep walking with her friend happily.She had been used to her new lifestyle.She wear a dark eyeliner almost like a gothic.A clothes that an emo always wear.They are fully tired after walking from shop to shop searching for their favourite cloth.Taking pictures like crazy.They sit at the bench provide by the mall management.

   Sara's sit there watching people walking in and out of shops with uncount reason.Even she had her own reason.Its not that she like the place herself but she just want to release her tension and stress.It one of ways to rebel.She keep looking watching the life dramas scene.Then,her eyes caught a girl a bit older than her with a little boy which she think might be the girl's little brother.She look sweet and nice.Sara's adore her.She felt attracted by her manners.

   Without thinking,Sara walk toward the girl who look suprise by her approach.Even Sara's friend astonish by her doing.Normally,they would not dare to greet someone who look religious.The little boy stared.His face shown a fear maybe at her heavy make-up.That is the start of her friendship with that sister who's name is Maisara.She laught when they first exhange name.Sara and Maisara..What a unique combination.

   Since that day,Sara loves spending time with her new sister.She's the one who teach her to became her old self.She's the one who show her light after hiding herself in darkness.She's like an angel to her reaching for her when needed.Sara's parents had met Maisara when Sara's insisted to introduce them to her new beloved sister.Moreover,Sara had told her parents all her bad attitude before.Her mom cried when she heard it from Sara but later calm down on her own.Sara's dad keep on silent on his chair choosing suitable word.At last, they decide to punish Sara with a house chores for a month.But they also learn something from the incident n resolve not to let it happen again.
  


p/s:hie..sory for the ending..i took a shortcut so its ending aren't really fun to me.well,I cant stand my eyes any much longer.They are really heavy n might close in a mean time..hehe..besides,my mood had calm down a bit so i cant think of a better ending..I normally get to write when I'm in a bad mood~